Sometimes we just shouldn't care

I watched the sunrise over the sea this morning.
Why ? because i was still awake from the night before. My friends and i all crammed onto my bed, peering out my window.

Perhaps i was a little reckless. But you know what? I don't think it's a bad thing. Today i feel better than i have in long time.

I'm back at my parents home tonight. And instead of feeling my usual guilt, I feel damn good.