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My ex boyfriend actually created this blog for me as an outlet. Now he's created an addict. So about me. I recently moved out of the paternal nest, now living not too far away from the comforts of home but far enough for independence. My best and worst feature is that i adore change. As a result, nothing really stays the same for too long. This includes my hair. My ideas are changing everyday... and so i'll probably want to delete this in an hour. Note: This is the revised version

Sunday, 28 September 2008

I smile to myself.

There are so many options to take.
Sometime this is a good thing, other times its simply too much.













I'm feeling a little overwhelmed at the moment. so many things i have to do, to achieve, to seek, to understand...
How are we meant to ever get it all right at the exact same time?

Every so often there are moments, where we smile to ourselves and think that at that exact moment, life is good. very good. But its only ever for a moment. a few minutes or an hour. A day perhaps. I've had months of those times, only to learn that i simply been sailing in a blissful sea of ignorance.

If i were given the option of a red, or green pill like in the Matrix, I think i'd take the red. And live happily. Naive but happy. Because after all, aren't those moments of happiness what we live for?

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