So..

I feel as though i kinda just let go. For the past few months i've been locked in a certain mindset, mentally attached to someone who i physically and socially was not attached to. By the end, we weren't even emotionally as attached. I don't think.

The point is, right now i feel like i'm moving on. I so needed this.
Strangely enough the epiphany came as i realized that i didn't mind whether or not he read this. By that i mean, i didn't need him to read this blog. so...

Pup,
If you ever read this, thanks for tonight and for it all. I'm lucky to have had and to have such a friend. And i really think you taught me a lot. Now we can just start a new little chapter. Same, same but different. We're probably going to move in different directions now, i don't think anything will turn out the way we've planned it in our future plans (we'll be in other places). So then, this is a proper goodbye. I feel one which is semi appropriate. Seeing as this blog was your present to me. Much love, always, muchly, greatly- Cub.